I'm one of those people who puts value to material. (Probably why I have so much stuff!) At first I didn't think there was anything that could possible be wrong with that, but I noticed I didn't always do that. Not to the extreems I do now. I have my camera on me at all times, if there's something worth photographing I will! Photographs are pictures of (not only an event, or friends, or whatever) but of time as well. Time passes by, the photo becomes a memory on a piece of paper and I can't through any off them away, 'cause I long to look at them. Just like I long to look at notes from friends, drawings, even traintickets can do this to me, and I know it's bad. I have a trainticket from when I went to Alphen and I'm not sure whether I will ever be able to throw it away.
I know why I do this... I know why I think these things are important and I also know that not many people will understand, but you will.
It's because I'm sentimental (especially the last couple of weeks)
So many things that are going on bother me and I don't have things to really look forward to, so I look back. At all the fun times I had with you for instance.
I'm sorry to be posting such a long comment... I'm trying to control myself, but I just need to tell you all of this, because we always used to tell these things to each other.
We have a cautch up to do.
I remember you send me a mail with all the boys in your class that could possible be nice. You made a whole biography for all of them and just reading that made me smile.
I love you,
Emma - now being sentimental as well

Yeah, we really should joop! Or have a sleep-over, or SOMETHING!
Oh! I just remembered something!! How stupid of me... I have to send you something! *takes mental note*
After this short intermezzo.. xD
I have something like that as well, a box full of stuff. Things I bought, things people gave me, notes, letters, pictures, all sorts of things. I love it!
And I know what you mean that it feels as if you're going back in time when you see these things. You know people care, you know you had fun, all of these things.
The last couple of weeks, I've been very confused. Boys, friends, obsessions, writing-stuff, school, it can't be combined almost :P Especially without sleep. (A)
Anyway, I do think we both have the same kind of ideas (or problems... whatever you call them).
I'm so afraid of fire, because I don't want all of my stuff to go up in flames! I mean, that would damage me! I want to get rid of this obsession with stuff, but I don't think I can. It would make life easier if you could let stuff go, but I cling to it... and I don't think I want that to change, but at the same time I do.
I don't know if you have these mixed feelings about it?
Anyhow, we should joop soon! Like you said ^^
xxxxxxxxxxxxx
LuV YaH! *omg breezer...*
Emzziee
p.s. tis nu ergens volle maan!!