So!
Bored out of my mind.
But last few days have been really fun. 
I went to sleep over Fabienne's, a good friend of mine. Would be there at 12 noon, was there about 5 hours later. Because of the really slow traffic (by car you need to drive an hour and a half from where I live to get to her town -.-) and because I was just late. 

We did her paper round, then we went to the supermarket to buy chocolate and Doritos and whipped cream (don't ask >< it's tradition with us) and then we went to a park. We lay in the grass and stared at trees and burnt flowers and grass with our lighters. Fun, right?

When we got back to her house we watched bad movies and wrote a little to the story we're writing together (one of many, we always get bored with the plotline, eventually).

Next day we went to a lake nearby, which has the clearest water in the whole of the Netherlands (says Fab), and we went swimming. The water was really cold :| but it was fun anyways. The sun was shining and it was really nice, we listened to music on my iPod (not much, because we don't really share music interests) and we eventually went home when we were out of cigarettes and grew bored.
And today, home again, I was supposed to go to Roger, a friend, but... I didn't really feel like it? Don't know, I didn't go.
My sister came home, though :D
She'd been to Spain for ten days with her friends, and I really missed her, a lot. Which was why I was so fucking bored all the time :') But anyways, she's back now^^ She brought me a really cute small bottle of perfume. Lovely^^

I've been catching up with some old friends, and it feels great talking to them again. Today Sophie called, a good friend, but for some reason I barely talk to her anymore, so it was really nice. 

I hate the idea of having to go to school again, though >< Monday the summer holidays are over, and I did pass, so instead of having to endure childish kids I don't know, I move up to the next grade, with less childish kids I don't know. ( I wasn't going to pass last year, but I managed to save things with my final grade for economy)
I really hate that school.
Last year I was the new kid in my class, because on my previous school, I kind of fucked up. I did everything you shouldn't be doing, skipped classes, was late every day (literally), never did any homework, did absolutely nothing in classes, slept during tests, was extremely rude to teachers. The latter wasn't really smart, because I'd been dissing and smart-mouthing teachers all year, so they really got fed up with me.
I didn't want to do the year over though, so I transfered to another school.
Looking back, maybe I just should've done that year over. Because I don't really get along with people on my new school.

From the first day, two girls have been really nice, introduced me to everyone and they've been my friends the whole year. But I don't know, a part of me didn't want to switch schools at all, and I really got along with my old class, and I had all my friends there, so I guess I wasn't really open to the rest of my new class at all. That was a really small class, with only 6 girls and about 11 boys. Except for the girls, who were all really nice, I never talked to anyone else, and just acted bitchy. I didn't want to get to know the rest. So I guess they all thought I was weird and extremely shy and mean or something. Mèh :L

Wtf. But I have a new class this year. Which isn't all that great, because I won't know anyone there, plus all the girls I got to know won't be in the same class. On the other side, no more of the annoying guys. The guys in that class really sucked. There were a few non-popular boys, and they were... weird and boring. And one was in love with me, appearantly >< He wasn't exactly handsome, mumbled all the time and stalked me. I didn't notice in the beginning, but according to, well, everyone, he was always walking two steps behind me. Gàh. 

And the rest of the guys were the typical popular stuck up jerks. Two of them were always sitting behind me during a maths. One was almost permanently stoned and the other lived near to me, so every day when I was bicycling to school and back, he'd be in front of or behind me. And we'd always pretend we didn't know each other.
Anyways, during those classes, they'd annoy the hell out of me. Pulling my hair (very mature), throwing pieces of paper, kicking against my chair, tapping my back and every time I finally turned around to make a snide comment, they'd pretend they didn't know what I was talking about and we'd bitch about until the teacher told us to be quiet.

....huh. No idea why I'm talking about him and all the people from my class. 
All I know is that I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL MONDAY.
Bèh.
I promised my parents I'd focus and get good grades this year. I'll let you know how that's going.

As soon as I'm sixteen, I'm getting a job, though, even if I have to study more (/at all). I babysit most weekends now, and though the kids are adorable and they like me (wtf, right?oO) it's kind of boring, so I rather get a different job. And in November I want to join NaNoWriMo again, and actually make it this year. Last time I wasn't allowed on my computer, and started hating the story, so that sucked. Apart from those two taking up study-time, I think I could actually get better at school. 
Problem is I'm too used at doing nothing to actually do homework or pay attention. But I guess I just have to change that.
And, oof, I really don't want to think about school.
So well, this entry is long and useless enough, I'll just post it.
Later,
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