Now I'm hyperactive.
- Location:all around you
- Mood:
hyper - Music:the bouncer - klaxons
Or maybe not even that long.
But lots of things happened and I was too lazy to update.
Hmm, my mom's birthday was three days ago, so that was fun, kinda.
And uhm, last week there was this party we have in our town every year, it's always outside on the street, and everybody's there, so it was really fun. I saw so many people that I hadn't seen in ages, it was great. And two days before that, there was a fair, and that was lots of fun too. At one point we went to a nightshop to buy cigarettes and vodka red, and I saw a guy I'd had an amazing crush on years ago. Those people are NOT fun to see again -.-
School was awful, though. The day after the party we had to go to school, and it's quite funny to see your whole French class hung-over and grumpy. When you think of it afterwards.
School isn't so bad anymore. I mean, the classes totally suck, the homework is killing me, and everything is just so boring. But the people are great, a few entries before I wrote I don't get along with them, but I really do know. Plus, people know me. Like wtf.
Ooooh! And because I'm getting new wallpaper now, I was supposed to take off all of the old now, but I only did as much as rip off a few strokes of paper and then I wrote on the rest. It's so cool, writing on your wallpaper :') Everyday when I wake up I'm surrounded by lyrics and drawings and it's lovely^^
And, uhm.
Mm.
When I think of it, not that much happened lately oO
Ah, my life is boring.
I don't mind though, I'm kind of happy.
So yaaaaah.
Whatever.
- Location:home-o!
- Mood:
cheerful - Music:good morning herr horst on repeat :')
:')
- Mood:
crazy
...
I got new shoes today^^ They're red with white stripes and and and... really pretty^^
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HOMEWORK.
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Today was fun^^ Because of the empty living room, me and my little sister (I've got two, did I mention? An older one and a younger one, 18 and 11 respectively) were able to rollerskate through the whole room. That was really cool :')
...
HOOOOOOMEWOOOORK.
Aw jesus. I'll just leave this now, and try and start the year by being a good girl and doing my homework. Though it pains me, really. IDONTWANTTO. Why is this so hard? oO Not normal.
X
- Location:In your fuckin head :|
- Mood:
lazy - Music:Me, singing to the world!
Adam Green looks like someone who just walks into a room full of people and happens to have a guitar with him and starts singing and playing, and happens to be amazingly good. I've just seen him! I went to his concert! And I'm gonna be cool about it. [which means no stupid obsessive fangirl-like 'OMG I WAS STANDING WITHIN TWO METERS OF ADAM GREEN!'type of shit. Which was true, by the way. The two meters-thing. YEAHBABY!] It was so cool, I really love his music, but no one I know knows him. And I don't mind most of the time, but at times like these, when an artist none of your friends know finally comes to your country, it sucks. But I managed to drag my sister with me, so yay^^ It was really cool. My sister bought me a drink (I tried not looking at the bartender, in case he'd do something mean like ask me my age or something ><) and then, after half an hour of waiting the support act came up, Roy Santiago. His songs were nice, but they kind of all sounded the same. He was fun, though. Nice, and he had cool shoes. He played a little guitar and a little syntheser, and when he played his hands were trembling like crazy xD And he was kind of twitchy, but he looked cute.
After he was done, we had to wait another 30 minutes or longer and that was really boring >< Resulting in us making ugly pictures >< ><
And then came ADAM GREEN! He was amazing (AND I WAS ONLY LIKE 2 METERS AWAY FROM HIM!), though I didn't know half of the songs he played. It didn't matter, all of his songs are great to listen to, whether you've heard it before or not. He almost played all of my favorites. Only stupid me forgot to recharge my camera batteries, so I only got to make a few pictures (all in which he looks pretty fucked up. But that's my lack of picture-taking talent, because really, he looked okay) and I filmed a few songs, and then I missed filming parts of songs I loved most because the battery was rebelling. ze bi0tch.
Halfway through his girlfriend came up and they did two songs together. Really cute, because they kind of don't seem to fit, and because of that, they totally do fit. Weird, but she looked really nice. And she had a really good voice, they sounded right together.
And after some songs after that, it was over. It was really great and fun and aaaaaaaah. Yeah. Btw, it's really amazing how much he and Julian Casablancas look alike. Really, they have to be related or something. I'm convinced they have the same dad without knowing or something. xD
Apart from that, school's started, and it's not as bad as I dreaded. But it's so much more work, definitely. I'm starting to think I'm not even gonna pass if I try and actually do something. But well, we'll see. I do kind of regret not trying my best last years, because looking back, it was so fucking easy. Méh.
Today kind of sucked, though, apart from SEEING ADAM GREEN LIVE. I had fights and arguments with my parents all day, and when I got home, there was freaky people moving out all our furniture :| For some reason our floor needs to be replaced (something to do with leaking this or other and floor damage and blaaaaaaa) and now, our living room is big and empty and boring. I do think we could have jogging competitions, or bicycle inside the house, should the need arise. Or I'll just throw a gigantic partèh. Anyway, it sucked then, because I couldn't go downstairs because of all the builderjerks walking in and out with furniture. Plus my dad didn't switch on the computer for me before leaving like I asked (my parents insist on keeping a password on my computer, because my urge to write or read stories on fanfiction.net has interfered with my homework past years >< or so they think) So I spent the whole afternoon (and that was LONG, because I actually was out early today, around 12) on my room, chain-smoking out of my window and reading stupid books, because I had absolutely NOTHING to do. Looking back I could have phoned someone, but I was so busy being grumpy and semi-agressive that I didn't really think of that oO
Hmmmmmmmmyah. I think that was enough rambling. Have I got anything to tell you that matters?
No.
But my internet has decided, for some reason, it's a bitch and now it's not working, so I'll probably post this later. Just know today was september 7th AND I SAW ADAM GREEN. LIKE HA.
Ciao
X
Edit: Hmm, all of this was from yesterday. Internet is working again. WELL YAY.
- Location:IN HEAVEN! (nah really :L)
- Mood:
ecstatic - Music:echo's of the concert :)
Lalalalala.
Ah, tomorrow I have to go to school again!
OMGNOOOOOES.
But it's only an introduction, meeting my new class and shit, so it won't be that bad.
Except for the fact my new class seems to suck.
I've seen a list of my classmates.
I'm stuck with:
-a bitch I had a fight with before the end of the year
- one of the annoying jerks from last year's class (the one who lives near me)
-a whole lot of people I don't know
z0rz. ><
Well fuck it.
I'm gonna see Adam Green this Friday! He's playing in Den Haag and Amsterdam next week, and I've got tickets to the show and a sister to drag with me (my friends don't listen to the same music, which, at times like this, SUCKS. But on the other hand, I would never pay 40 euros -or more?- to see Justin Timberlake, because that's what they like. Mainstreammainstreammainstreamshit)
I went to visit Anouk, a good friend of mine, last saturday. Was really cool. It's weird we don't see each other more often, because she lives 13 minutes by train away from me.
Mmm. I'm so bored. I should be cleaning out my room, I'm getting new wallpaper! My room is pure blue-ness now. Blue walls, blue curtains, blue everything. Blue me!
No.
My new wallpaper's gonna be cream-coloured, with blue and gold. Because I still have so much blue, it would clash otherwise. I'm never getting the blue out of my room. And that doesn't matter.
THE BLUES, MAN.
Yeah.
Lalalalalalalalalalaaa.
Bwugh.
Newayz, I'm just posting this now, having ya'll told absolutely NUTHIN and being pretty damn happy about it.
Plus
I'm bored.
- Location:RIGHT BEHIND YOU!
- Mood:
dorky - Music:A whole hecking lot, yes.
Ze Preem has decided: not going to sleep tonight.
No idea why, it just doesn't feel like a night for sleeping tonight.
=)
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I talked to a friend I haven't spoken in ages again. He's from Brazil and really nice.
..
I feel kind of, useless, telling you all these facts.
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Okay, it's around 3 am now, I argued with a friend, and something quite unusual happened: I was the one to apologize
oO
Weird, and it´s not even that late yet.
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Around 6. Ha. That went by really quick. I wanted to finally write something again, but instead, I've been reading interviews with the Strokes <3 and talked to the guy from Brazil, and looked through pictures. Wow. I noticed I look pretty weird sometimes all the time.
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I've been listening all night to a live version from Someday where Julian has a cold and sounds cute with totally different lyrics. And I really love it. I want an mp3 version of it :3
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Almost 7 am now, so I think I'm gonna go downstairs to watch a movie or TV or something.
For some reason I always watch Y Tu Mama Tambien after a night of not sleeping. Though you'd really think 7 am is too early for so much sex. Ah well.
-
JULIAN IS SEXY.
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Half past 7, I'm going downstairs to watch TV
LATER!
x
- Location:That's a secret :O
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Someday Live!
So!
Bored out of my mind.
But last few days have been really fun.
I went to sleep over Fabienne's, a good friend of mine. Would be there at 12 noon, was there about 5 hours later. Because of the really slow traffic (by car you need to drive an hour and a half from where I live to get to her town -.-) and because I was just late.
We did her paper round, then we went to the supermarket to buy chocolate and Doritos and whipped cream (don't ask >< it's tradition with us) and then we went to a park. We lay in the grass and stared at trees and burnt flowers and grass with our lighters. Fun, right?
When we got back to her house we watched bad movies and wrote a little to the story we're writing together (one of many, we always get bored with the plotline, eventually).
Next day we went to a lake nearby, which has the clearest water in the whole of the Netherlands (says Fab), and we went swimming. The water was really cold :| but it was fun anyways. The sun was shining and it was really nice, we listened to music on my iPod (not much, because we don't really share music interests) and we eventually went home when we were out of cigarettes and grew bored.
And today, home again, I was supposed to go to Roger, a friend, but... I didn't really feel like it? Don't know, I didn't go.
My sister came home, though :D
She'd been to Spain for ten days with her friends, and I really missed her, a lot. Which was why I was so fucking bored all the time :') But anyways, she's back now^^ She brought me a really cute small bottle of perfume. Lovely^^
I've been catching up with some old friends, and it feels great talking to them again. Today Sophie called, a good friend, but for some reason I barely talk to her anymore, so it was really nice.
I hate the idea of having to go to school again, though >< Monday the summer holidays are over, and I did pass, so instead of having to endure childish kids I don't know, I move up to the next grade, with less childish kids I don't know. ( I wasn't going to pass last year, but I managed to save things with my final grade for economy)
I really hate that school.
Last year I was the new kid in my class, because on my previous school, I kind of fucked up. I did everything you shouldn't be doing, skipped classes, was late every day (literally), never did any homework, did absolutely nothing in classes, slept during tests, was extremely rude to teachers. The latter wasn't really smart, because I'd been dissing and smart-mouthing teachers all year, so they really got fed up with me.
I didn't want to do the year over though, so I transfered to another school.
Looking back, maybe I just should've done that year over. Because I don't really get along with people on my new school.
From the first day, two girls have been really nice, introduced me to everyone and they've been my friends the whole year. But I don't know, a part of me didn't want to switch schools at all, and I really got along with my old class, and I had all my friends there, so I guess I wasn't really open to the rest of my new class at all. That was a really small class, with only 6 girls and about 11 boys. Except for the girls, who were all really nice, I never talked to anyone else, and just acted bitchy. I didn't want to get to know the rest. So I guess they all thought I was weird and extremely shy and mean or something. Mèh :L
Wtf. But I have a new class this year. Which isn't all that great, because I won't know anyone there, plus all the girls I got to know won't be in the same class. On the other side, no more of the annoying guys. The guys in that class really sucked. There were a few non-popular boys, and they were... weird and boring. And one was in love with me, appearantly >< He wasn't exactly handsome, mumbled all the time and stalked me. I didn't notice in the beginning, but according to, well, everyone, he was always walking two steps behind me. Gàh.
And the rest of the guys were the typical popular stuck up jerks. Two of them were always sitting behind me during a maths. One was almost permanently stoned and the other lived near to me, so every day when I was bicycling to school and back, he'd be in front of or behind me. And we'd always pretend we didn't know each other.
Anyways, during those classes, they'd annoy the hell out of me. Pulling my hair (very mature), throwing pieces of paper, kicking against my chair, tapping my back and every time I finally turned around to make a snide comment, they'd pretend they didn't know what I was talking about and we'd bitch about until the teacher told us to be quiet.
....huh. No idea why I'm talking about him and all the people from my class.
All I know is that I DON'T WANNA GO TO SCHOOL MONDAY.
Bèh.
I promised my parents I'd focus and get good grades this year. I'll let you know how that's going.
As soon as I'm sixteen, I'm getting a job, though, even if I have to study more (/at all). I babysit most weekends now, and though the kids are adorable and they like me (wtf, right?oO) it's kind of boring, so I rather get a different job. And in November I want to join NaNoWriMo again, and actually make it this year. Last time I wasn't allowed on my computer, and started hating the story, so that sucked. Apart from those two taking up study-time, I think I could actually get better at school.
Problem is I'm too used at doing nothing to actually do homework or pay attention. But I guess I just have to change that.
And, oof, I really don't want to think about school.
So well, this entry is long and useless enough, I'll just post it.
Later,
X
- Location:at home
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:Lots of it.
I'm in such a strange mood. I don't really feel well, so maybe that's why, but I'm acting all annoying and sentimental. I was scanning through the LJ of a good friend of mine, Emma, and well, I wrote a comment, and before I knew it, it was fucking long, extremely useless and not making sense at all. All nostalgic and stuff.
No idea why.
Maybe I'm schizofrenic or something, and my alter ego would be a sentimental cry baby. In that case, anyone who doesn't belong inside my head (and that's everyone), get the fuck out.
- Location:Land of the Depressed
- Mood:
weird - Music:Chemo Limo - Regina Spektor
hi.
Out of
-boredom
-loneliness
-boredom
-wave of artistical inspiration
-and boredom, sort of
I started a new LJ. *raves*
I already have thousands of blogs and personal pages (I.AM.EVERYWHERE !) but I'm a lazy, unreliable person, so I never really post entries. But because of said BOREDOM I decided to give it another try.
Btw, if you want to read my recent entries, add me and send me a comment. They're friends-onlied.
Now I need to introduce myself.
Which I'm not going to do. But I'll give you gullible readers a list of my MUSIC. Because music is a part of my identity *dramatic handgestures*
i likez
TheStrokes*ReginaSpektor*AdamGreen*Mando
and more. but these most.
And I like watching movies, so I'm gonna bore you with a list of my favorite movies. HA.
i likez as well
Science of Sleep~Me and You and Everyone We Know~Once Upon A Time In Mexico~Thirteen~Pirates~Interview with the Vampire~Le Fabuleux Destin d'Amelie Poulain~SinCity~Pulp Fiction~Scarface~Fight Club~Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind~Donnie Darko~Cruel Intentions~Howl's Moving Castle~Y Tu Mama Tambien~Disney Classics
I guess I'm not a nice person. Fortunately, I'm not trying to be, so it's not like I fail or something. And. Uh. I guess I couldn't really tell you more about my personality, simply because I don't know. You should ask people who are unfortunate enough to know ze moi.
I do know I'm... a fucking liar. I'll lie to you. BEWARE.
Ha-ha.
My favorite drink is coffee. And lemonade and ice tea. But coffee rules. Yeahbaby.
Favorite song: Bittersweet Symphony, The Verve. I can't listen to it often, because it bores me too easily, but it's about the only song that made me cry, and for some weird reason, it just means a lot to me.
Favorite TVseries: SKINS. At the moment.
Favorite book: Dunno. I'm bad at deciding what's my favorite anything, because I always like lots of things. At the moment though, I really love Torture the Artist, but I don't think it's my favorite book.
Likes, um. Writing. Music. Parties. Hanging out with friends [however clichéd that may sound]. Taking pictures [i AM ze photomaniac]. Little things I can't explain, and other people probably wouldn't understand [sob]. They're too irrelevant and small to be mentioned, but they can make me happy. =O
Dislikes: people who can't spell. I hate game-slang. It's not easier, faster, or cool. It's damn annoying, so for your own sanity, type out your fucking words.
Rebellious computers, being-on-time. I'm always late. Being late isn't rude. It's rude to be on time, because by being on time, you make the rest feel late. And you don't give people enough time to get ready. So if the whole world would just be late all the time, we could actually be happy.
Pretentious people, disappointment. If you don't expect too much, you can't get disappointed. You can only be surprised. Which doesn't make sense, but it works for me.
Frustration, aggravation. All those lame emotions.
Autumn, the idea of teachers in general. It's nothing personal, really =)
Uninspired commercial talentless mainstream massmusic and the sluts who create it.
Sleeping. It's a waste of time and boring.
Mm, that was probably enough [/too much] about me, so...
LATER, BITCH.
I have a fanfiction profile [truth be told for a change, more]... a myspace [but I lost my nickname] a youtube profile [though I haven't put any vids on, so no idea why anyone would like to see it] a blogspot [lost nickname AND password] more LJ's [lost em all], hyves and cu2 and alphen.nu [all in dutch and really ugly]
So if you want a link to one of them, send me a message.
bye.
rebelle !
- Mood:
bored - Music:iTunes on shuffle
